I am going to tumblr. WordPress is just to complex for what I’m doing and I really like the way tumblr works.
You can find me there: http://methinking.tumblr.com
EDIT: I’m just moving the short quotes and stuff to tumblr. Longer texts will stay here.
I usually don’t like quoting long passages, but I’ll make an exception here. She said all that is to be said.
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By the way, I am probably moving to tumblr.com.
As I said in my last post I’m living in the United States right now as an exchange student. Well, I have found one important thing to think of as an exchange student besides learning the language and not getting fat. Relationships. First of all, I came over here last September and I am going to leave in June. The flights are quite expensive these days and unless I’m getting rich or they’re getting cheaper it is not very likely that I am coming back. Of course, I did not go to the United States to not have any relationships, but they throw up the question: How much should I do? How far should I go? Since I am a teenager I cannot go somewhere without finding some girls hot or exciting. But that’s not what I am talking about. A couple of weeks the topic Prom came up and because I try to do as much as possible I thought about going. Now, I am not the kind of person that goes alone to Prom, so I needed a date. That again left my with the question what kind of relationship I wanted. I will try to explain that.
On the one hand, I want to have fun. That might sound selfish, but if I can have fun without hurting somebody, why not? Well, on the other hand, it is not as easy as it sounds. Let’s just say I found a girl that I like. Should I start dating her and get more serious about things? I have to go back to Germany and she won’t be able to. So that is not really an option. I actually did find a girl I like, but right now I’m trying to hang out with her, talk a lot, laugh a lot, but I am not sure yet where I am going with that. I am taking her to Prom, though. It probably also depends on the person. She seems to me to be rather intelligent and open-minded. Which makes me think that she is careful about what to do and that’s good because I don’t know what to do right now.
I guess I will just keep meeting her because it feels right and I still have about two months left to wrap things up.
I spend this year as an exchange student in the United States. And of course, being away from friends and family for such a long time gives you quite a bit to think about. So does the fact that you are definitely going home after that year and probably not coming back. These things gave me a couple of thoughts, which I’d like to share with you. Maybe not today, but very likely in the next month or so. They are also very like to be written in English, since I’m having a hard time keeping my German up while reading, speaking and thinking English all day. I am not sure if I can write as good in English as in German, but I hope that you will get the ideas.
